I am such a pig. Really. I just had a cup noodle for dinner and then I have 3 more cookies and a square of chocolate. But I still can't feel my dinner. Yikes! At this rate I'm going, I will very likely put on 5 kg and not only 1kg.!

These days I barely off my heater whenever I'm in the room. Its always set at 24 degrees and I pratically kept my door closed to heat up the room. Its useless to on the heater w/o closing the door. I just went out to wash my fork and just for that few minutes the door is left open, I can now feel myself shivering slightly and also feel the cold air. Brrr....

I'm so dead. I can't seems to sit down properly for hours to do some decent work. Always felt so restless. I guess I'm really not used to studying before all the lessons are done but then lectures will last all the way so I can't wait till lectures are all done. And I desperately need my 4 walls I guess. Haha... I can never study outside coz I need space..lots of space. I hate to feel cramped while studying and I need peace n quiet. I can't get anything in when I'm not at peace... and I get irritated v easily when I'm outside as in not at my usual study spot, sometimes even I don't know why I get so pissed. Sometimes I think I am too reliant on my routine that I get upset when things doesn't go the way it is suppose to be. I'm so used to "talking to myself" during the exam period. My mum always know its the exam season whenever I start to shut the door and start mumbling aloud to myself and snapped and roar at anybody that come into my room and disturb my train of thought/period of calmness. -_-" I sure am a fussy mugger during exams.